Religion, Seeing the Floating Souls Around You

I read something very interesting that gave me an idea. Yo know how you close your eyes you see these distant colored lines, and when you close your eyes in front of light it’s more prominant? I think those maybe souls floating around, and I read that someone who ‘techinically’ died for a few minutes saw the lines that they never once thought to be souls become so prominant they made figures and started to commnicate with her clearly. It’s just a thought and idea.

- Karen

Religion, the ‘K-Theory’…HEY! Stop Laughing Or I’ll Slap You With a Fish

Ok, so I came p with this theory of how souls worl…but yes, I could have been coming up with this theory ONLY because I am really scared to die and have no humen conscience. Last night I argued with my friend Jessica for a long time about whether souls exist or not. To my distress guess who won…me you dopes. I really need someone to prove me wrong but all my ideas that go against the existence of souls all make sense. Sure, I really do believe there is some sort of giant intelligent figure (most call it or him or her God)  that had created us all, but as for us having actual human conscience after death…not so much. If you want to argue with me and help prove me wrong please be my guest because I need someone to prove me wrong…fast, I’m tired of spending every waking moment worried about dying. I’m a wimp and a loser for having to see to believe, but I’m trying really hard to believe in Jesus Christ and stuff but…I just don’t find it possible. I find God possible but not the bible. And to think…I’m CATHOLIC! Funny huh? quit laughing.

Now, here’s my ridicules theory. Ok, the earth carries the same exact number of souls from the very beginning of time. At first we all start out as trees or plants, but after our ‘plant body’ gets eaten or killed somehow our soul leaves and enters the body of a lesser mind like a bug or insect. After our insect bug body dies we enter the body of a slightly higher mind like a fish, cat, or dog. And because we would gain more experience as a dog or cat and stuff once our soul leaves that body and enter a human one our body is smart enough to know certain things…like to cry before we get aborted! Where I got that idea…don’t ask, Jessica and I were also discussing abortion and how it proved souls to be real. Anyways, after our soul leaves the humen body we then continue to just float around on the earth for an eternity since we have already entered the state of the smartest creature possible. That’s why we have more people today because we have less trees&animals and now they are human souls or just plain human. When we palnt more trees souls that have left a ‘lesser mind body’ it can go back to a plant instead of entering a ‘higher mind body’.

Most ridicules theory huh? After typing all that I really don’t believe it anymore and if you do. You. Sir. Are. An. Idiot.

- Karen

Drama, Not again

Don’t know what it is, but I have a good idea of WHAT it could be that is making me feel so peeved. Everything is going right but it also feels like everything is going wrong? Ever felt like that. It’s almost like I want to sleep and when I wake up everything will be better, but it’s already better. What about things is making things so…AGH! I think I’ll try to think this through slowly about the things that are frustrating me so much:

1. This thing where I blew up at Justin for always being self absorbed. Beforehand I ignored it while everyone else in pit told him that it was upsetting that he kept bringing his personal life in, but then I finally blew up at him. But from it I gained confidence in Ms. Duran to talk to her about my own personal family problems. So then what’s the problem? Ever since I let myself get pissed at Justin I’ve been letting myself get pissed at everything and just dropped my wall. I’ve been letting myself get mad about things I normally just ignored and let pass by. In fact, I even got pissed at my friend Lindsay. I’m not sure if Lidnsay really was being grouchy about the fact that missed three of her phones calls because Jessica said she was actually very hyper and chirpy but wouldn’t listen to what I had to say. She kept saying ‘nope she was pretty hyper’. Maybe I’m wrong, maybe I’m right. But I’m pretty damn sure I heard “Hello? Really now? Well it’s not important anymore. I’m at Jessica’s so goodbye!” Has Jessica ever thought maybe Lindsay was happy with her and not me? It is pretty possible. ANd things other people keep doing that usually makes me mad but normally shrug my shoulder to I end up yelling at the person for it. I need my wall back.
2. Drama Drama Drama. Including the ‘Justin’ thing. let’s see, one of my friends let out my secret. Why? I don’t know. It wasn’t a HUGE secret, but what made me mad was I let he rin on that secret so that she could trust me with her own that was similar and for her to break it was not what I needed. These stupid girls! AGH! These girls that obviously like my friend Dominic think he and I like each other because we talk to each other a lot. Hey? Ever thought that maybe we’re friends! So they shoot me glances and say they don’t like me or tell him ‘I think she likes you’ and it’s god damned annoying. How about stop being a jealous freak and ask him out?!  Ever since he broke up with my friend Abi girls who DID date him before or like him have been so snippy with me. I sure as hell better not be the only girl suffering from these green eyed bitches because I am that makes as much sense as adding lithium to water…than drinking it. What else? I am so sick of hearing these ‘excuses’ in band of “I can’t do it, I suck at this, but I WILL try harder” then why aren’t you trying?! These people keep trying to find ways to get out of doing hard work and into getting attention! I just want to get away from humen contact.
3. Family. That’s it.

Drama Drama Drama Drama. Now I’ve completely forgotten what I wanted to type about for a Religious thing. Something about NDE

-Karen

Religion, even if it is a lie

There are many people who oppose the idea of God being real and for the ten commandments being stupid regulations that are pointless to follow. Well, lemme ask you something

What is wrong with following rules that are just askng to live well. What is wrong with believing in God for hope and love even if he’s not real. You may call it ‘false hope’, but I say that ‘false hope’ isn’t necessarily bad if it’s only been made to give people something to believe in.

What I’m trying to say is you should not ‘diss’ on people who DO believe in God even if you do not think he’s real, because it doesn’t matter if he’s real or not as long as people have something to believe in during times of hardship so that they truly know the meaning of

There’s Promise in the Morning Sun

Yeah, I stole that one right off of Tim McGraw. But he is right, there is promise in the morning sun for everyone always. And if it takes believing in a giant figure that ‘rules’ all so you have someone to talk or something believe wll always bring yo good things in life that’s really alright in my book.

-Karen

Uncatagorized, Drama is stupid

Justin is a self absorbed asshole. that’s all I can say.

- Karen

Love, Sucks and follow those invisible rules or die!

Dominic is an Ass.

This guy named Eric is an ass.

All guys at my school are donkeys.

So far some of my friends have been having some early school drama with boys when the high school year had only just started! Geez right?

And you know, this morning my friend Amanda look at my skirt and she said

If you didn’t act so weird I bet you would have been asked out by now!

I took it offensively but not in the way you think. I don’t care if I don’t get aske dout or not, but I’m am completely mortified by the idea of changing yourself just so that guys would like you. I believe being my weird self has a grand plus, and that is that guys will think of me as just a buddy until I actually found the only boy existing that likes weird girls. Until then, I’ll continue my journey, plus her statement implied that I look nice…AGH! I hate stuff like that, it’s not flattering it’s just embarrassing.

So what happened with my friend Abi? Dominic broke up with her…that’s all I’ll say. I have great disappointment for him.

Who is Eric? A jerkwad. But I guess I should be blaming the girl he asked out. Why? Because she already has a boyfriend but is seriously thinking it over. But I guess the main problem is my friend, who will remain unnamed,  hadn’t told him of her feelings so if she did she woldn’t be here. But good riddence I guess, I always thought he was too jerky for any of my friends anyway.

Here’s what I shall say for love today. If you don’t tell someone how you feel soon yo may never will again because karma will get your ass. If you assume things in love you ARE an ass. If you like a guy who doesn’t pick up any of your hints you like an ass.

Thank you and goodnight. Asses.

- Karen

Music, Favorite Musical Pasttimes

You know what I really like to do when I’m bored? I like to look up my favorite songs on youtube.com being played on the piano by some musical genius out there. The songs always sound really nice on the piano! I wonder if anyone else does that, probably. This world is big.

I also like to look for piano music sheets of my favorite Japanese songs and water down the music so I can play it on the mallet instruments. I would stick to the original but I’m not so good at four mallets yet, I just started playing with mallets this MB season! Someday I wanna try six. Yeah, to me it’s big.

What do other people do? I’d like to know. I know some people who memorize music lyrics all the time and I know some people who practice for fun because they enjoy practicing.  know I do.

Listen to ‘Michi to You All’ Violin version. Do it. It’ll touch you…not in a naughty way perv.

- Karen